Even if you are against abortion, this is such a blatant violation of basic rights that it makes me sick. If it is a scam, who ever created it needs to do some serious self examining.

Jezebel: Abortion Tracker

Abortiontracker.com

So instead of what I think most people are doing, which is basically going out. I am in the dorms alone watching random things on youtube. Someone needs to snap me out of this, and demand that I start going out.

I hope this redeems myself. I’ve got to get up at a ridiculous hour to shop for something other than supplies because I figure I’ll be broke in less than a week. Despite the fact that I have work, some of which I guess I’ll end up doing tonight, I really feel as though I am going to be wondering around by myself. Maybe I’ll get the inspiration to be social then.

Sorry to everyone who’s been trying to talk to me for the last week, or those I’ve been neglecting. Sorry for the lack of conversation on my behalf. Moving and starting a new academic year always causes me to be a little anti-social to everyone who doesn’t live in my building. Being a dick isn’t ever excusable.

Random: I was sitting in front of the B/A building on my campus, waiting for some friends to get out of class so we could walk back together because I like to follow my animal instincts and walk in packs. So while sitting on this mock wooden bench I’m listening to some tunes and “Please, Please, Please Let Me Get What I Want” by The Smiths comes on shuffle. I swear it was one of those situations that you thank whatever is up there for letting you have an MP3 player so that you can have moments where songs just fit with that moment. I wasn’t upset, I am not upset, I just have a serious case of “longing” for the future and too many questions. Wondering what the next step should be, should I work on what I have or extend myself just a little more?

I won’t bore you with the trivial first week of school whatnots. I just feel an overwhelming amount of inspiration and motivation that I hope doesn’t fade away. On the other hand, I feel like I should be on the train home because I don’t deserve any of this, I’m just not worthy to have this life at my disposal. Whatever… fuck that, I worked damn hard to get to this point.

Anyone know of any place that needs interns, photo or design. LABOR FOR FREE!

Come and visit me, because its becoming increasingly hard to convince me to leave my bed, its just too damn comfy. Other than that, interview with Elise coming soon. We tried to do it before, but it was sorta awkward, damn her.

PS: does anyone know that site that turns any image uploaded into a vector. I want to blow up this photo:

and make a mural on my side of the room. I think its a damn good idea

“Logic and over analysis can immobilize any and sterilize any idea. It’s like love… The more you analyze it, the faster it disappears”

-William Bornback

PS: Mollie!:

Yo La Tengo, Titus Andronicus, and Ebony Bones for JellyNYC @ McCarren Park Pool (Last Pool Party)

I have class rather early tomorrow so I should be sleeping, but instead I find myself watching episodes of intervention and getting a little overwhelmed with the amount of boxes around and purchases I have to make. I don’t feel like writing a long entry, and I feel like I should start focusing on other things then me here. I don’t know what direction of I should take this site (portfolio update soon).

The only thing I find myself thinking about is the fact that I want to be a hermit these next few weeks instead of meeting all the new people in front of me. I just feel like I need to work on the relationshipsI have right now, instead of being in limbo with way too many people. So if you know of a house party, an outdoor show, or a small bar let me know a few days in advance, but don’t expect me to jump at it.

I dunno bra, I just don’t know. The only thing I know for sure is:

best birthday present ever. ( I know it was a month ago, but I’ve always wanted to post this).

It’s late and I can’t sleep quite yet in my new bed (most likely because I sheets have the same odor of my filthy basement back on LI). Words of advice, most likely not a good idea to watch episode of intervention past 1:30 AM, don’t ask. I’ll do an update when I finish unpacking/ purchasing last minute “school suplies”/ home items.

Until then, whats good brah?

PS: a mental experiment-

The thoughts of an “aspiring” freelancer

Aesop Rock, Panther and Chin Chin @ McCarren Park Pool. August 17 2008.

I am not going to lie, that was one of the best shows I’ve been to in a while, though I don’t remember much of the the performers, as much as I had too much fun talking to assorted people. Hoping this week will (the last pool party at mccarren) will be just as good.

(sorry for the white balance) as for Vegas… Actually, my plane is boarding and I have to go. I’ll give you a full essay on why you should should stop going on “family” vacations after the age of 18.

This will most likely be the last “family” trip I go on. It’s made me too stressed out, when in reality I should be indulging in sinful behavior. I wish I could have done a picture post, but I figure I’ll do it this weekend… Unless the new place has some issue with the interweb. Other than that go look at my FLICKR.

Ps: anyone have a place I can drop off my bike for little under a year? I am out of my childhood home and some of the people there are really agaist bikes. I’ll let you ride it around the block and pay a storage fund.

I don’t know what has been up with me lately but there is a clear lack of something. I just want to feel anything, you know?

I promised you guys!

King Khan & The Shrines and Tall Firs @ McCarren Park Pool. August 3 2008.

I don’t know what else to say. I got signed to Musicpictures and Photoshelter this week, and I’m really happy about that. I also had an interview at Gawker as a photo intern, and that went really well, it’s the fact that my schedule this semester is way too intense. Other than that, not much.

OH! I am running away to vegas next week and then I move back into the city. So if you live on the island you have a few days to see me, actually 5 days. If you go to FIT, or you live in the city we will be reunited in 10 days, and it will be lovely because I’ve missed you all so much.

Listen to Björk.